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by Sam Christie

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1.
Up & Up 03:07
are you surprised? cause you shouldn't be i've drawn a line between you and me and just to spite me you make your move across the sand you got me looking up and up again a letter to my former self "are you surprised? cause you shouldn't be" i meant to tell you, oh, i didn't tell you? i've drawn a line inside me spent my whole damn life looking over my shoulder well it's my life now and i'm finally older i'm done, you got me looking up and up and up i'm done i said do you wanna talk about it, she doesn't wanna talk about it i said do you wanna talk about it, might make you feel better when it comes to me, i wrote this letter about how we need to pick our own selves up and if we keep on looking up then everything will be just fine everything will work itself out everything will be just fine
2.
the things i do for love they aren't the same things i'd do for anything but love now most of the things i do they're for, or because of, love and most of the things i'd say i change them because now i am an optimist love helped the voice inside my head so take the things from your past love write them down and crumple them up i'm holding on for this one, don't let go just want you to know the things i do for love they aren't the same things that i'd do for anything or anyone but love
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Abandonship. 03:14
the frozen rocks in our drinks are a lot like us now close together but cold, tryna find out where it all went and if it's worth reeling in pull a white rabbit or white russian up out of your hat a couple swigs and the animal's back and i wonder if i know you i don't want to know you now   white as a ghost, half-invisible, you're falling like stone now how long did you think it would be until we found out your rusted out heart and empty shell of a self would crumble your insides are hollow tidal wave to the hull after a thunder clap cruise-control ship is sinking and i'm not looking back and i won't hold you under, but i almost hope that you drown too much, concussion, & goodbye that's it bourbon to bribe the boatman on the river styx your moral compass is broken and you don't give a shit so get lost get lost forget us ladies and gentlemen for our closing act the future definition of that county line trash watch magnificent magician falling flat on his face before you know it now he's disappeared
4.
i wish that i could say goodbye without you seeing a tear in my eye although, when i see you walk away i know it won't be for the last time i wish that you could stay a while or that i wasn't a year behind you all mean more to me than you could ever understand you can bet your life savings ill keep singing of real-life angels and far off friends i know that this isn't the end i will see college kids again i've signed my heart to far off friends but i sure as hell know this isn't the end
5.
the north side is a hotel the south wing is a jail cell like a stranger in my own house unsure of what i do or should feel i've decided that i'm done with chasing ghosts i'm done with all that i'm content to let them vent right where they float towards the middle of my home state a place like home it takes shape i can't lose much that i already haven't here's what i've decided i've decided if you're trying to hang out then i'll kindly lend out my entire self i just wanna make you smile i just wanna make sure that you're happy here
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Go For It 02:51
i dream big but maybe less is more i roll out of my bed and i open the door and i go up to the mirror every other day and decide if i'm satisfied with what i see and i think about motivation posters back in third grade i think about what people do and what they say and how when we were younger they made so much sense but they never seem to come back round again and i think when we get older why do we suddenly go and re-evaluate everything that we see and think that words upon the classroom walls aren't true when they're all we ever really wanna do. so i write a list of my ultimate goals and i step up to the mirror and consider it all. am i really insane, or just really optimistic? and if people try to doubt me should i really give a shit? this list is getting too big, should i water it down? now i'm talking to myself and there's no one around. so i scratch a few items up and off the list and i glance back in the mirror and i second guess it, and finally i see that if i'm gonna aim high i might as well point straight up in the sky because even if i'm pulled down by gravity, think of all the views & people that i'll see. so i tear up the list and i throw it away and i cover all my walls with some chalkboard paint, and on the ceiling i draw stars & the planets and shit, and on the walls i chalk it up: "just go for it"
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"you know the pills don't make the man" said my heart to my head as my body hit the bed thinking i ruined something grand then my head to my heart, "just back off, because this is hard" then they fought on to the next round, i found myself screaming out please don't let me go i thought that you should know i wanna hold you close for as long as you like i don't wanna let you down. when my feet feel solid ground everything seems just to give way i'm sorry for the things i say i know that you don't like to sing but in your silence you still bring the clearest crystals filled with hope just speak up and let me know i don't wanna let you down. who knew that perfect love could drown? the toughest leaks spring from the strongest life rafts that's what i have found and as i'm reaching for the dock thinking i had it all on lock the clouds part and out comes the sun and i know we've just begun one day when we are old and grey watching the sunset on the bay we'll laugh about that night before i'll hold you close till way past four then when you look into my eyes you'll feel familiar love will rise our faces sporting all-out grins we'll look right up and sing it

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released May 14, 2011

All songs written, recorded, engineered, and produced by Sam Christie, except for parts of This Isn't the End written by Sam and Scales that one time at the shore, and a riff in Decisions written and played by Jim Adair.

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